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HEYYY FELLOW BLOG HEADS!!

IT'S FRIDAY SO HOPEFULLY EVERYONE IS HAVING A GREAT DAY SO FAR. IT'S BEEN SUCH WONDERFUL WEATHER OUT HERE IN NEW YORK I'M HOPING IT LAST FOR A COUPLE MORE DAYS BEFORE WE ARE HIT WITH SOME TYPE OF UNEXPECTED SNOW STORM. AS I TOLD YOU GUYS I'M NOT FORTUNATE ENOUGH TO GET NICE WEATHER ON MY BIRTHDAY. SO I'LL BE SO GREATFUL FOR SOME DECENT WEATHER (CROSSED FINGERS).

SO THESE PICS I TOOK A FEW WEEKS BACK WHEN I HAD A LITTLE DINNER DATE WITH A FRIEND OF MINE. HE ACTUALLY WANTED TO WATCH MY PHOTO PROCESS SO I LET HIM WATCH ON AS I TOOK THESE PICS. THE UNFORTUNATE PART WAS I BUST MY ASS TRYING TO CATCH THE FLASH TIMER. ME THINKING I WAS SLICK GOT UP AS FAST AS I COULD AND BUST OUT LAUGHING FROM MY FRIEND REACTION TO MY TRAGIC HALRIOUS DROP. HE WAS ROLLING ON THE FLOOR IN PAINFUL LAUGHTER. YEH....REAL FUNNY........ JERK OFF. I CAN'T LIE IF IT WAS VIC VERSA I WOULD'VE PROBABLY BE LAUGHING MY ASS OFF TOO! SO AFTER A GOOD CHEESE SMILE POSE FOR THAT EPIC MOMENT, I GOT A FEW MORE FLICKS IN AND WE WENT TO OUR DELICIOUS DINNER OUT ON 42ND. DOPE NIGHT, AND ALTHOUGH I WAS OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE WITH THIS NEW HAIR DUE I TRIED OUT, IT ACTUALLY TURNED OUT PRETTY COOL. BEING ABLE TO TOSS MY HAIR WITH OUT CARING HOW NEAT IT IS. VERY DIFFERENT FOR ME!

OH YEH MY SKIRT ( IF U HAVEN'T GUESSED YET) IS ACTUALLY A TOP. WHICH IS FUNNY BECAUSE IT WAS A VINTAGE DRESS I TURNED INTO A TOP. NOW I'M WEARING THE BITCH AS A SKIRT, SMFH I KNOW I'M A WIERDO LOL! HEY IT DIDN'T RIDE UP MY THICK LEGS ALL NIGHT SO I WAS GREAT.

MORAL OF THE STORY IS DON'T TAKE YOURSELF SO SERIOUSLY, LAUGH A LIL'!AND DON'T BE AFRAID TO EXPERIMENT WITH NEW LOOKS WETHER ITS YOUR HAIR MAKEUP OR OUTFIT. THE RESULTS MIGHT BE VERY PLEASING :-)

MUAH!! HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND BLOG WORLD!

TOP PHOTOS: GREY TOP> BY SWEEETES, CROPPED LEATHER JACKET> VINTAGE PRETE A PORTE BB DAKOTA, PATENT LEATHER CHAIN PURSE> VINTAGE VERSACE, TOP WORN AS SKIRT> VINTAGE( dammit i can't find it , i'll let you know nex post), LEATHER BOOTIES> HENRY FERRERA, NECKLACE> JUICY COUTURE

MY LUV

OK SO THOUGHT I WOULD LET YOU KNOW WHO IS MY FAVORITE ARTIST OF ALL TIME...

WELL IT ISN'T HARD TO TELL SINCE THIS POST IS TITLED "MY LUV"

I STARTED TO LISTEN TO SHAWN WHEN I WAS ABOUT 11 YEARS OLD. I WAS ALWAYS DRAWN TO HIS VOICE AND HIS ABILITY TO FLOW FROM THE TOP OF HIS HEAD ALWAYS LEFT ME IN AWW. I USED TO BE A HOV ADDICT LIKE YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVE. FROM MY CEILING ( YEH I KNOW SMH) DOWN TO MY BEDROOM WALLS WAS FILLED WITH JAY-Z POSTERS AND ANYTHING THAT WAS ROC-A -FELLA RELATED. BUT DON'T BE SCARED I GREW OUT OF THE TEEN STALKER SPIRIT LOL. HE IS STILL MY FAVORITE RAPPER BUT I ADMIRE HIM AS AN AMAZING ARTIST NOW. RATHER THEN TREATING HIM LIKE SOME KINDA GOD LIKE I DID AS A JUVENILE.
ONE THING I NEVER KNEW WAS THAT I WOULD STILL HAVE THAT EMMENSE LOVE FOR HIM SO MANY YEARS LATER. TO WATCH HIM BECOME SUCH A SUCCESSFUL ARTIST AND BUSINESS MAN MAKES ME PROUD TO HAVE SUPPORTED HIM FOR THIS LONG. AND TO ALL THESE ASSWIPES THAT ARE TRYING TO FIND ANYTHING TO BRING THIS MAN DOWN , I FEEL SO SORRY FOR YOU.

FROM THESE FREE MAISON BULLSHIT RUMORS MAKES ME WONDER HOW COME I'M NOT A SATAN WORSHIPPER BY NOW? SINCE HIS MUSIC IS SO CALLED SUPPOSE TO "BRAIN WASH" ME INTO A LUCIFER LOVER. LIKE GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK AND FIND A NEW VALID RUMOR TO CREATE.

I DON'T CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK OF THIS MAN, IT WILL NEVER CHANGE MY OPINION OF HIM. HE WILL ALWAYS BE THE BEST IN MY WORLD, PERIOD.

ANYWAY LOVE THESE PHOTOS SHOOT HE HAD WITH INTERVIEW MAGAZINE.I NEED TO GET UP ON SOME BLACK AND WHITE PHOTOS MYSELF. HE INSPIRES ME EVERYDAY, TO KEEP PUSHING. NO MATTER WHATS SAID ABOUT HIM OR PEOPLE FEEL ABOUT HIM HE GOES AGAINST ALL ODDS. LOVE HIM FOR THAT...

OH YEH GOTTA LUV HIS GLASSES TOO :-)

AND SPEAKING OF GLASSES I WILL HAVE A POST EXPLAINING HOW I MADE THE FRAME HOLDER WITH CLEARER PHOTOS ( I KNOW MY LAST PHOTOS WEREN'T THAT GOOD SORRY). I'M TAKING CARE OF ALOT TODAY SO LOOK OUT FOR ME IN A FEW DAYS.

LUV YOU GUYS AND HAVE A GREAT WEEK!
OHHH YEH THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE COMMENTS THEY MEAN THE WORLD TO ME GUYS! AND I ALWAYS RESPOND TO ALL OF THEM! AND EVEN TRY TO BE AN ACTIVE VISITOR TO THEIR WONDERFUL BLOGS. YOU GUYS HAD ME WITH THE COOLAID SMILE WITH FUNNY LOVING COMMENTS YA ARE THE SHIT!!! MUAH!! TTYL...

OMG LIKE WTF?

HELLLOOO MY BLOG FAM , I AM STILL HERE AND MISSED YOU GUYS DEARLY. HOPE YOUR WEEKEND WAS LOVELY. I KNOW TODAY WAS A LOOOONG DAY FOR ME. BUT I MANAGED TO UPLOAD UP THESE PICS BEFORE I HIT THE SACK. BEEN UP SINCE 5AM I AM SOO EFFING TIRED ITS A SHAME...
TODAY I WENT OUT WITH MY 2 OLDER SISTER TO FLUSHING QUEENS FOR SUM QUICK SHOPPING AND THEN WE LEFT NEW YORK TO HIT FOXWOODS!

RIGHT BEFORE WE GOT ON THE BUS WE TOOK THESE PICS BY THIS KOREAN PASTRY MINI PINK AND PURPLE HOUSE. SOO CUTE RIGHT? PEOPLE ACTUALLY WORK IN THAT LIL' THING. I HAVE NO IDEA HOW THEY MANAGE DON'T ASK...

THIS IS MY SISTER BARBIE, SHE'S THE 4TH OLDEST IN THE FAMILY. I AM THE 5TH AND LAST CHILD OF THE INFAMOUS MADONYA 5. YESSS THERE IS 5 OF US ALL GIRLS. I HAVE NO BROTHERS UNFORTUNATELY. ..:-(

ITS ACTUALLY NOT TOO COLD IN NEW YORK FOR ONCE!

AND YES WE ALL HAVE THE SAME MOMMY AND DADDY!

YOU GUYS ALREADY KNOW THIS CHICK. MY SISTER BILLIE MARS. SHE'S THE 2ND OLDEST IN THE FAMILY. SHE IS ALSO MY GOD MOTHER..WHY DO PEOPLE FIND THAT SOO ODD?

ON THE BUS TO FOXWOODS BITCHES LOL!

OOOHHH I WENT IN ON THE BUFFET!!! $15 BUCKS ALL YOU CAN EAT AND DRINK ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!!!!!! I'M PROBABLY 10 LBS HEAVIER RIGHT NOW..SMFH. THE FOOD WAS SO AMAZING I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE. BUT WE HAD 2 HOURS TO KILL BEFORE WE HAD TO GET BACK ON THE BUS SOOO...

WE HIT THE SLOT MACHINES AND HAD A BALL.... LOSING MONEY!! I DON'T GAMBLE ITS NOT MY THING AT ALL. BUT IT WAS SO MUCH FUN! AND THE WAITRESSES KEPT COMING BACK WITH MY VODKA SHOTS ( WHICH WERE FREEEE BTW). AND BY THE TIME WE WERE READY TO GO I WAS MCSUACY!!
REALLY TIPSY FOR THOSE WHO DON'T UNDERSTAND ME LOL!

FREE DRINKS WOOHOOOOO!!!!

I FINALLY KNOW THE TRICK TO GETTING THIS LIGHT EFFECT IN A PHOTO!! BUT I'LL SAVE THAT FOR ANOTHER POST..

GREAT TIMES...I'M SMILING ON THE INSIDE LOL!

NOW TELL ME IF I'M WRONG FOR SAYING THIS BUT CHECK OUT ZUES PACKAGE!

OMG LIKE WTF IS THAT DUDE?

ZUES IS PACKING SUM HEAVY WEIGHT DON'T YOU THINK?

SHIT LOOKS LIKE A DIAPER FOR HIS BALLS LMAO!!!





OKKK SO MOVING ON TO THIS LIL THING I MADE HERE...

I CUT ABOUT 8 HANGERS INTO THESE PIECES YOU SEE HERE. SUM SMALL SOME LONG BUT ALL EVEN( ITS KINDA HARD TO CUT HANGERS) AS POSSIBLE. I GRABBED A STURDY CARD BOARD BOX AND MADE A FEW MEASUREMENTS.. AND VOWLA!

MY FRAME HOLDER!!! I KNOW IT'S NOT A CATCHY NAME BUT WHO GIVES A FUCK I HAVE A SAFE PLACE TO PUT THE FRAMES I WEAR DAILY NOW. I ACTUALLY NEED ONE MORE BOX TO SET THE REST OF MY GLASSES UP ( I HAVE ABOUT 40 PAIRS ALTOGETHER). BUT THE ONES I WEAR ALOT I WANT ON THIS HOLDER. THE REST CAN STAY IN THERE CASES FOR NOW..

SORRY FOR THE BLURRY PIC, I WAS IN A HURRY. BUT YOU GET THE IDEA, RIGHT? AND IT ACTUALLY STANDS ON ITS OWN. BUT I LIKE TO KEEP IT NEXT TO MY SELECTIONS OF TOPS AND JEANS.
I PROMISE TO TAKE A SUPER CLEAR PIC NEXT TIME FOR YOU GUYS..

OH YEH I HAVE A NEW PAIR OF FRAMES TO SHARE WITH YOU GUYS BUT THAT WILL COME IN DUE TIME FOR SURE. AND I HAVE TO POST UP SUM OF THESE SICK BLOGS I'M FOLLOWING. I'VE GOTTEN ALOT OF LOVE FROM SUM BLOGGERS AND I SUPPORT ANYONE THAT'S SUPPORTS ME.. SO EXPECT THAT LATER ON.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST LETS BEGIN THE COUNT DOWN TO MY B-DAY BLOG FAM!!

8 DAYS LEFT GUYS...LETS DO IT!!

TTYL MUAH!

ATTACK OF THE HEEL'S HOER

HELLO MY SEXY FUCKING BLOG HEADS!

I HOPE YOU GUYS ARE HAVING A GREAT WEEKEND SO FAR ( ALTHOUGH IT JUST STARTED TECHNICALLY ITS 3AM HERE IN NEW YORK). I CAN'T SLEEP AND A LIL STRESSED FOR PERSONAL REASONS BUT I'LL MANAGE. LETS FOCUS ON ONE TOPIC. AND TODAYS TOPIC IS ( DRUM ROLL PLEASE)........HEEL'S HOER ATTACK!!! I'M SURE SOME OF YOU SEEN ME MENTION THIS QOUTE IN THE PAST AND PROBABLY WONDERED WTF WAS I TALKING ABOUT? WELL THAT IS A LINE I USE WHEN I HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE BUT TO WEAR HEELS. I MEAN I DO HAVE OTHER OPTIONS LIKE FLATS, SNEAKS, BOOTS. BUT WHEN I HAVE ONE OF THESE "ATTACKS" ITS LIKE THAT CHOICE IS OUT OF MY CONTROL YA KNOW?

I HAVE BEEN A MAJOR PUSSY BECAUSE OF MY SISTER'S FALL BACK AROUND CHRISTMAS. REMEMBER WHEN I TOLD YA ABOUT THAT AND HOW I WON'T BE WEARING HEELS FOR A WHILE. WELL I HAVEN'T AND I WAS SCARED TO DEATH TO WALK IN THESE BABIES. NO NO NO THERE IS NO ICE OUT HERE ANY MORE ( THANK YA LORD!) BUT I WAS TYPE TRAMATIZED AFTER MY SISTER BUST HER ASS. SO I JUST STAYED AWAY FROM MY HEELS AND DROWNED MYSELF IN MY FLAT BOOTS AND SNEAKER COLLECTION.

I THINK MY BODY HAD ENOUGH OF FLATS AND MY FASHION INSTINCTS WOULDN'T LET IT GO TILL THEY WERE ON MY FEET. WELL IT WAS COOL , I ACTUALLY GOT ALOT OF LOVE FOR THEM. I GOT ALOT OF SIDE WAYS STARES AT MY ROYAL BLUE SUEDE JACKET. I WANTED TO STEP OUT OF THE ALL BLACK ADDICTION I'VE BEEN GOING THROUGH. BUT WE ALL KNOW THE BLACK WILL BE BACK IN FULL EFFECT BITCHES LOL! OH YEH, THE HEELS IN THE PICS ARE ONE OF THE GIFTS I GOT FOR CHRISTMAS! THEY ARE SOOO COMFY , I HAVE NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE MY HAPPINESS OF OWNING THEM.

HAVE YOU EVER HAD A FASHION ATTACK LIKE I?

TELL ME I WOULD LUV TO HEAR A/B IT!

UNTIL THEN HAVE A EXCELLENT WEEKEND BH!

MUAH...

TOP PHOTOS: ROYAL BLUE SUEDE JACKET>VINTAGE BY DIALOUGE, SCARF> GIFT FROM MY MOMMY, WHITE TOP>BY XT, BLACK STUDDED BELT> GIFT, MINI SKIRT> VINTAGE CLUB MONACO, HEELS>CHRISTMAS GIFT, GLASSS> SOHO, EARRINGS> H&M

THE YEAR I FEEL FOR THIS DUO

THE YEAR WAS 2006

MY BOYFRIEND (AT THE TIME) WORKED FOR A FASHION RETAILER IN SOHO MANHATTAN. I ALSO WORKED IN SOHO AS A SALES GIRL OF A SHOE STORE. MY BOYFRIEND HAD ACCESS TO EXCLUSIVE FASHION BOOKLETS OF ALL PAST AND CURRENT SHOWS. SO HIM KNOWING HOW MUCH OF RUNWAY FASHION ADDICT I AM HE BRUNG ME A FEW BOOKLETS. OUT OF ALL THE BOOKLETS I CRIED OVER ONE. THESE TWO TWIN (LOOKING) SUITED MEN ( WHICH I NEVER EVEN HEARD OF AT TH TIME) HAD THE MOST INSANE SHOW I HAVE EVER SEEN ON PAPER. I WISH I COULD SEND EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU GUYS A COPY OF THIS BOOK. THESE PICTURES I GOT FROM STYLE.COM DOES NOT SHOW THE AMOUNT OF DETAIL THAT VICTOR AND ROLF PUT INTO THIS SHOW. THE FUCKING MAKEUP,THE HAIR, THE CLOTHS, THE HEELS, THE HAIR WOVEN CAGED MASK!!!!

SOOOO AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL

I WAS FLOORED

AND I STILL HAVE THAT SAME FEELING WHEN I LOOK OVER THESE PHOTOS ( PREFERABLY IN MY BOOKLET). SINCE 2006 I HAVE CONTINUED TO BE A FAN OF THIS TALENTED DUO. AND I HAVE LOVED, AND ENJOYED WATCHING EVERY SHOW THEY HAVE CREATED SINCE 06'. BUT ONE THING WILL NEVER CHANGE FOR ME, THIS 06' RUNWAY SHOW WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY TOP 5 FAVORITE SHOWS I'VE SEEN TO DATE. YOU CAN CHECK OUT THERE PAST AND CURRENT WORK ON STYLE.COM.