Saturday, February 6, 2010

I AM BROKEN














HELLO BLOG BABIES...CHINA HERE TO UPDATE YA'LL ON MY CURRENT MOVES.
WELL FOR ONE I AM GOING THROUGH ALOT RIGHT NOW....
NOTHING CRAZY HAPPEN TO ME BUT WITH LACK OF SLEEP I'M GETTING AND CONSTANTLY WORRYING OVER MY NEXT INCOME IS STARTING TO BREAK ME DOWN.
WELL ACTUALLY I'M ALREADY BROKEN AND I HAD TO SHED A GOOD DEEP CRY THIS MORNING.
THIS RECESSION HAS EFFECTED ME GREATLY AND IF IT WASN'T FOR THE LOVE AND SUPPORT OF MY PARENTS AND CLOSE FRIENDS I WOULD OF PROBABLY LOST MY MIND.
ALTHOUGH I FEEL EMOTIONALLY DRAINED AND DEPRESSED I THINK ABOUT GOD AND WHAT HE HAS PLANNED FOR ME. I HOLD ALL THESE TALENTS FOR A REASON AND HOPEFULLY ONE DAY SOON I WILL BE ABLE TO PUT THEM TO GREAT USE.
I AM TRYING TO GET A PART TIME JOB CURRENTLY TO HAVE A LIL MORE CASH AT HAND FOR MYSELF AND TO EXPEND MY SHOP/BLOG.
TRUST ME IT'S BEEN HELL LOOKING FOR ONE IN MY LOCATION BUT I HAVE TO KEEP PUSHING...I JUST HAVE TO.
TO ALL OF YOU BLOG BABIES THAT ARE GOING THROUGH SIMILAR SITUATION AS ME, PLEASE BE STRONG. YOUR ARE NOT ALONE AND GOD IS ALWAYS HERE TO GUIDE YOU THROUGH THIS. HAVE FAITH AND KNOW THAT 1 DAY THINGS WILL GET BETTER..I KNOW IT'S HARD AND IT HURTS BUT YOU WILL FIND YOUR WAY...
LOVE CHINA

7 comments:

Maryann.A said...

Hope everything works out and thank you for your inspirational words :)

x

rayqueenbee said...

I hope for the best, those are some very inspirational words. Thanks

Anonymous said...

You're strong and beautiful!!!
Keep it up !!!!!

CHINA MADONYA said...

THANK YOU SOO MUCH GUYS. I MAY BE GOING THROUGH IT BUT I HAVE TO UPLIFT THE ONES OUT THERE IN WORSTE SITUATION THEN ME....LOVE U BLOG BABIES!

Froso said...

Wow girl, despite all those difficulties you look fierce! Keep going!

CHINA MADONYA said...

THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS, I'LL TRY MY BEST...

S-hair said...

Stay strong!